It seems every day blends into the rest. Time is not even that important these days… My day is filled with thoughts on growing my Youtube channel, and everything else that is important to me in my life.
At the side of my bed, and also in my work van, I have some basic paper notepads. On these I have written a set of goals which varies and changes often. I rewrite the list every single day and spend a few moments dwelling on the thought of having achieved each of those and how I would feel.
The hardest part at the minute is developing faith that it will come.. Learning to “detach” yourself from “wanting”.. instead you are supposed to simply just accept that it will come when it’s meant to come.
This is partly why I wanted to focus on a single smaller goal first to develop the belief and faith… once that comes, it should be easier to have the faith on larger goals,
I practise daily gratitude.
This morning while on my 10,000 steps (day 20), I saw the same lady I see a few times a week. Usually I say good morning and get a basic reaction. This morning was completely different. This morning she was on the opposite side of the road to me, and she saw me first.. She waved her hand to me and said “good morning” to me!
This actually put a massive smile on my face. Ive been spreading positivity and happy vibes throughout my day, and it obviously made an impression on her enough to feel comfortable to talk to me first.. and this is at 5am!
I do understand women can feel very intimidated when out alone on a dark morning, especially when a man (me) walks by with all dark clothes on.
I’ve decided to do some intense focusing on a single goal (for now).. The goal is to get my channel to 1000 subscribers as fast as humanly possible.. I’m looking to see if the more intense focus will help to draw the goal towards me faster.. Time will tell!
So onwards I go on this Manifesting journey.