Did I say I was a complete beginner at all of this Law Of Attraction / Manifesting stuff? Well I am, but I’ve set myself a challenge (unofficially yesterday) to see how fast I can grow my Shaunus YouTube Channel.
The truth is, I really haven’t got a clue if it works. I haven’t yet manifested anything (not that I’m aware of anyway). In my notebook I have about 6 to 8 ‘big’ goals that I have been writing out daily for the last week, and because they are big, you can’t just expect them to come into existence in a week or two. I’m still mentally finding it hard to ‘let go’ or ‘detatch’ from the ‘wanting’ stuff to happen..
I tend to check my YouTube studio app multiple times a day to see if I can any new views, comments, likes or even subscribers, and I get frustrated when the subscriber count stays the same (or even goes down eek!). So. This is the one thing I have to try and master, is not to be in the state of “I want to see new subscribers”.. I need to feel “I have many subscribers, and the money is flowing to me”. And I need to let go and just trust…
Sometimes I can successfully let go of ‘wanting’ and I feel chilled.. and then sometimes although randomly, I will see a few new subscribers (which fills me with hope), but then other times, I’m the complete opposite….
What I want to do is find “the thing” that works and do it over and over… I’ve tried my best to understand and learn from multiple videos and YouTube channels but I still feel a sense of uncertainty about what I am doing, and if I am doing the right path.
I Had A Sign!
This is going to seem weird but I’ve much started seeing signs.. and signs in a good way! I’ve ben seeing 11:11 a few times, and also 444. This morning I was listening to something on Youtube by Bob Proctor, and my eyes became drawn to the time on the phone… I’ll let you see the image below, but it’s 4:44!
Apparently it means I am on the right path… When I saw this it really made me feel good, and gave me renewed optimism to keep going..
The day started out by me waking up at 3:50am.. I just woke up naturally and felt fairly ok at the time… I was aware I needed to edit a video (still not done it lol), as well as get my 10,000 steps in, so I got up, and was out walking at 4:20am this morning.
As per usual, I heard the birds, felt really upbeat, and as most mornings, I start out by recording some “shorts” – videos for Youtube.. I usually record 1 to 4, depending on what thoughts come to my mind.
I spend the first half of the walk recording and uploading, then the second half I tend to just listen to nature, take in what’s around me as I walk, and say my gratitude bits when something makes me smile.
So, as for the Shaunus channel, I will carry on trying to detach, but I will also repeat my askfirmations, and affirmations (because I don’t know which to do for the best!).
I will continue to write out the goal in the present tense as though I have already got it.:
I can’t believe that my Shaunus Youtube channel has become monetised already. It’s happened so fast, and with over 1000 subscribers, I am already earning good money.
So I write something like hat, and I also say it, and I try to give myself the feeling that I’ve got it.. and hold that feeling for as long as possible.
That’s literally all I am doing..
I also watched a video today from a lady who is doing something similar but she has been ‘scripting’ for a few years to build her great life… She started her Youtube channel and in 4 weeks has gained 10,000+ subscribers, which is amazing and she did say that in 2 weeks she has made $1700. (wow!)
Here videos are clearly prepared, well thought out and planned, with good lighting.. Mine are just me walking and using my phone.. So I’m going to create my first ‘proper’ video this week, but just talking about the stuff Ive already learned..
Anyway that’s it for today – catch you next time!
Shaun